my eyes are half closed

Seriously, work IS tiring. u just get that feelign that when u reach home, you just want to slump in the couch and stay there forever and ever and ever and ever. i wonder why mum doesn't look like that when she gets home.

my hat really goes off to all those people who have been doing this for more than 10 yrs of their lives. that's like about 3/4 of the people in the world lol. seriously amazing. studying is stressful and mentally tiring, but work.. zomg work. esp this kind of production work, is like mentally AND physically tiring.

big hugs and lots of love from me to all those who have been constantly encouraging me, sending me mails, praying for me. i feel really close to u all even tho i'm physically far far away and seemingly isolated. Family and friends are like OH SO IMPT. what would i do without all of u really. i think i'd go crazy here..it's kinda like a mental pressure cooker. sadly the bad thing about tis blogspot is they dun have private and public posts for u to choose.

I actually fell asleep just now halfway when i was on the bed, right after i showered, and was using the comp. that's how tired i am. i am gonna slp early tonight. at like 10pm. i am going to be muscly in 2 weeks! lol no more flabbb